Wednesday, April 28, 2010

what i should feel?

okay. first of all, i'm fucking hurt right now. i just pretend that it didn't happen. but it did!

imagine if you found out that ur boyfriend send this to someone random. how would you feel?

#random girl 1

thanks ya..

u hot..!

how r u?

n u have ym or msn?

#random girl 2

Wednesday, 7 April, 2010 3:08:28 AM

hye...

u have msn..

ehehe...

bored lorh...

FYI, 7th april is not that long. i was on my finals. damn! sakit sgt tahu tak? u xnk i fikir bukan2 tp knp u buat? i trusted u! plus, i never know u have msn! fuckk!

dear, if u really want that type of girl. just go ahead. i can't compete with them. who am i all this fucking while huh? i am giving up. u nak sgt, pergi la ok. i xtahu ape lagy yang tak cukup dkt i ni. i am not hot or whatever u call it. but u know one thing for sure, i love you just sooo much until i can't see where i'm at. :( what i should feel? how i should react? do u ever think of me? i guess NO! it's obvious.

Friday, April 23, 2010

When I Look At You


everybody needs inspiration,
everybody needs a song,
a beautiful melody when the night's so long,
cause there is no guarantee that this life is easy.

yeah, when my world is falling apart,
when there's no light to break up the dark,
that's when I, I, look at you.

when the waves are flooding the shore,
and i can't find my way home anymore,
that's when I, I, look at you.

when I look at you, I see forgiveness, I see the truth,
you love me for who I am like the stars hold the moon,
right there where they belong,
and I know i'm not alone.

you appear just like a dream to me,
just like kaleidoscope colors that prove to me,
all i need, every breath that i breathe,
don't you know, you're beautiful

you appear just like a dream to me.




Wednesday, April 14, 2010

home again.

okay. today i woke up with a really loooonnnngggg smile on my face. :) you know why? ahaaa! because i'm homeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! yeahh! it feels good! hihi i arrived in jb yesterday evening. i was so damn excited as i passed the skudai tol. hehe after having a short but quality time with my mother, i'm out! meaning i'm going out to catch what i missed since i left this place. surprisingly, many things changed. i mean johor bahru is developing quite well wehh. ouhh i'm impressed! i'm out meeting him. we missed each other soo much! motif aku nak sampai jb cepat adalah sebab dia. :) kan baby kan? hehe. we went out for dinner with idzhar and qiela. they are the best! kami meronda jb dengan girangnya.. haha pergi danga bay melayan lagu di tepi lautan mmg merileks kan. senang cerita, romantik la konon. bweek! in the end, we had a great night. for both of us, the love grow stronger each day.

baby, i love you forever and always. :)

 
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